blog radiography no.1
June 28th, 2006La inceput blogul asta a fost o idee..pe care ma gandeam serios sa o resping..din lumea academico-incorsetata de unde vin eu intotdeauna modestia a fost moneda de aur; daca scrii tii pentru tine..daca e bun…shi esti o natura tu insuti high quality nu te vei lasa atras de priviri oachese, self-confirmation will do just fain. Expunerea ar fi astfel un fel de decay, as spune eu..considerat astfel dintr-un punct de vedere aproape dogmatic (merge cu dogma religioasa care spune ca nu ai nevoie de oglinda ca sa iti mantuiesti sufletul)..
Modesta sau NU, se pare ca am cazut prada, am alunecat in spatiul virtual ca intr-un lac tulbure..and do I have to mention..eu nu stiu sa inot. Ma trezesc in fiecare zi cand arunc o privire pe blogul meu ca si cum acesta ar fi scris de persoana mea deja inecata, care se invarte acum intr-un soi de spatiu virtual post-mortem..nu ma recunosc.. o mare criza identitara rode acest blog la radacinile sale binare…
Criza asta se manifesta aiurea..imi revad commenturile si observ..i do much better in public disputes..dar cand e vb de pur monolog(retoric), ma uit la blogul meu ca la o bucata de parmezan pe care o trantesc pe masa sa o observ; incep sa ii tai marginile cu un cutit doar pt a descoperi din ce in ce ma multe gauri…it’s all made out of bubbles..ulterior imi rod unghiile de nervi si imi sug sangele de pe buricele degetelor intzepate cu cutitul diagnozei..
June 29th, 2006 at 5:19 pm
Si eu cand ma uit inapoi mi se pare ca pozez in marele intelept/sfatuitor, it could be that exposure makes you vain.
Eugen zice ca crizele sunt prin definitie trecatoare, so don’t sweat it.
It could be a matter of being aware that the blog is just an exercise, it’s filtered and sugarcoated, it’s a face you _choose_ to show.
June 30th, 2006 at 6:01 am
wise dude..this Eugen guy..he’s definetly right about the crisis..no need tormenting ur brain with crisis management, instead hibernate and wait for it to pass…
June 30th, 2006 at 8:52 am
Ok, nu imi dau seama daca glumesti sau nu ?
In caz ca glumeai, nu e chiar ideea sa hibernam, regardless de cum spune eugen, eu am invatzat din propria experientza ca uneori daca te zbati te duci un pic la fund, si e mai bine sa astepti calm sa treaca. Unele lucruri that is. And self crisis is a thing that just passes anyway, just that if u worry it takes a little more time, cos you delay the natural outcome. (By artificially helping the pendulum swing.)
June 30th, 2006 at 10:39 am
Yaya…I was just kidding…had I hibernated through all my crisis eram de mult pastrama:))…
Normal…pot opera o simpla distinctie intre ceea ce ar trebui atins sau nu intr-o criza, ceea ce trece sau nu de la sine..but u know..usually we are all just a bunch of suckers for our own lives, and we tend to think that everything we do and everything we are passing through needs just a little bit more touch..we usually can’t abtain from this self-preservation instinct and go ahead messing things up, just cauz it seemed normal to do so..at that time.and ofcourse, here comes the big excuse: I wouldn’t know what was I thinkin’!!!
June 30th, 2006 at 10:45 am
Anyway…thks for ‘Arctic Monkeys’, I really like them..and it caused the British Reminder..especially ‘Scummy/ When the sun goes down’..great song. I managed to download 4 tunes:)
June 30th, 2006 at 1:35 pm
there are crisis and crisis.nu cred ca hibernat e cuvantul corect. it’s more like, not acting on being affraid of the crisis.
cos we know panic does little good
(this is what i was talking about ~ tho it come out less than cristal clear sumtimes)
June 30th, 2006 at 2:01 pm
ok i like punk, pop punk, ska punk, so i’d be more towards blink 182 then arctic monkeys, and mostly pop punk, but i did like that one song alot, though the whole album didnt make me fall of my chair
June 30th, 2006 at 2:37 pm
neah…well.I’ve only heard four of their songs, but ‘When the sun goes down’seemed better than anything i’d heard from Blink, except maybe..’Adam’s song’..uf..I am not that sure. Certainly I wanna here more of them in order to make a valid judgement..but u know..enthusiasm for new stuff..very catchy!!+ i’ve only just discovered them..so I am intrigued by the mistery surrounding the issue, i’ll probabbly keep diggin’ untill I’m bored or something new and ‘blinky’comes along:))
June 30th, 2006 at 2:44 pm
’bout crisis..panic is such a strong word, that I usualy tend to avoid.it scares me just thinkin of it..so u are right, once again! I hate all u older guys that I usually call ‘dinosaurs’ just cauz’of ur life experience and the thing that u always seem to knoooow better!:))
But..then.just to proove that I am a little right, although i’ve completely forgotten my main idea, there are all sorts of panic and people act distinctively on it. Usualy panic appeals to ur instincts and thus u tend to act irrational…but there’s another word for irrational..and that’s ‘unpredictible’. So ..by definition..there is no prescription..haha!
June 30th, 2006 at 3:35 pm
you shall be known from now on as the little one, for i am older.
now adams song is just diferent it’s like that “youre gorgeous” from Baby Bird, tocit de cat a fost dat pe radio, dar nu e rau de loc. Daca stau sa ma gandesc de atunci incolo Blink au avut chiar la radio destule cantece chiar mai tari. Acum parca auzeam pe gEriLa Allways. Think is Blink aint just a runnin_butt_naked band, If u listen to earlyer songs o sa ramai zoned sa vezi ce gama larga / diversa au. Si lyrics si music wise: I recomand Romeo & Rebecca, Caroussel, Dammit.
and believe it or not the guy From The Cure did a song with them “All of this” not my favourit but hey ! Robert Smith !
June 30th, 2006 at 3:44 pm
edit: Thing is Blink aint …..
and there was this “Stay together for the kids” thing, also pretty solid.
Ok u remind me of when i was like a wee wee less old than im now, cos i tend to lag behind on the frequency. When i try to get your point i feel one clock cycle behind, is u a hyper kid ? Adica in priza asa ? If so, i can tell you how they had me on ritalin for ADD when i was prolly your age, but is ok now im old, all juiced out !
I bet you blink kicks Mokey ass ! You in ?
Ok this is what i got, though you might consider you’re talking to an old man, si sa vorbesti mai rar … no prescription is like = maybe my approach with wait it off nu e singura buna cos some other unpredictable behaviour might have yelded a just as good result ?
ok, good enough for me. but then again in my experience i remember getting all hyped on a certain kind of crisis and later on, on a simliar one not getting panicky and the crisis passing faster. Either way it goes away in the end, in my story it was just a matter of speed.
BYE
June 30th, 2006 at 4:43 pm
u totally lost me..but I’m reading &eating&laughing..so let me read again..
June 30th, 2006 at 4:52 pm
So.. for the first one..’u're gorgeous’ is definetly a classic..I can’t remember all the times I’ve danced & sweated out on that one in Fire..but I think there’s no comparison with ‘Adam’s song’, which is by far much less notorious..
I admit..haven’t listened to their first songs..I was in high-school, 9th or 10th grade when they came up on Mtv..and I was still hooked up on the kinda music my older brother listened to + I was a huge BUG Mafia fun those days, dressed up original brands, played basketball..the whole deal!
u listen to GuerillA????…I am completely amazed
June 30th, 2006 at 5:07 pm
well i work, at home no radio, just the evil net.
auch in my book romanian hip hop is a bit diferent, but you can see that in one of my posts, dintre ultimele. nu se compara ca notorietate, doar ca lumea stie futine sau doar un din melodiile lu Baby Bird, and WHAT A WASTE ! You should see July.
And my thoughts on GeriLa, ok, not taht bad, dar much less than the wanna be, did i just say wannabe ? Bad bad me !
June 30th, 2006 at 5:10 pm
Now for the 2nd:
Ya .i know ‘Stay together for the kids’, awesome too, I hope we are reffering to the same one..
Me ..a hyper kid? Gosh..I wish I had more emoticons..really don’t know..Catalin tells me I’m crazy moore than often, but then again, he’s not a trusty source..
I tend to speed up with discourse anallysis..and I get into it too deeply..but afterwards..I am only frustrated when I find myself still empty-handed, no conclusions!
The most hyper experiences I got is when I lay down in bed and start feeling like everything around me is moving 1oo times more faster.I get dizzy..close my eyes..and try to escape my cursed imagination..
Ya .I take the bet..If it tops 5 beers..not more..cauz more ain’t fair..I’ve only listened to 4 songs..u could make it fair by providing their whole discography and makin the bet afterwards..but no, ofcourse..being big is one more reason to take advantage of the little, now ain’t that so?
“maybe my approach with wait it off nu e singura buna…”…see…u are starting to get it..:))
I admit I tend to loosen up every discourse untill there’s a no end end to it….it keeps us insecure and hopeful..
June 30th, 2006 at 5:12 pm
edit: well i( listen to GRLA) at work ….
June 30th, 2006 at 5:17 pm
Ok…it’s taking huge proportions..next time u wanna do this..we’ll try IM.and post a comment here from time to time still..just to speed up my blog’s popularity..I am mean…
June 30th, 2006 at 5:19 pm
i cant make it fair, im going Vama ! Yey me !
i cant place bets whilst not in the Big City either.
Razi tu razi cu being big and all, the key word is old, si cand o sa imi faci vant cu scaunu cu rotile pe scari, o sa imi dau seama unde era fairness-ul…
Well i get it, but you skip ahead a bit, and it’s a bit hard to follow, prolly i do the same too, if i remember correctly what i write, so i’ll be lenient with you.
But if i get the hang of it i can force coherence in ppl, yea even little kids …:P